*He opens his mouth to say that it does matter, it is stupid of her, there's no use mourning Death Eaters when the rest of them could go at any moment. But Lily has always frustrated him, annoyed him in a way he's a bit ashamed of, and he doesn't want to get into it now, not with the way Remus is looking at him. So he just sighs sharply and passes his hand over his face, and what comes out is the absolute truth, and a bit raggedly.*

It's all just really fucked. I miss--well, you know. Don't you?