It's stupid but I wish things could go back to--you know--
*To the way it was before, when they'd camp out near here and go swimming and plan the next year's adventures. To when James was a prankster and not a Head Boy, a Marauder and not a father. When Sirius was landing girls left and right instead of settling in with Remus like it was the most normal thing in the world. When they were never more than half a dormitory away. When the worst they had to worry about was detention, or getting caught after lights-out or in the Forest, or being hexed by the Slytherins.
When Peter wasn't a traitor.
But he can't put words to any of this, and he's alarmed to find a lump welling in his throat, so he just swallows hard and puts his head into his hands.*
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Date: 2011-09-17 07:48 pm (UTC)Fuck, man
It's stupid but I wish things could go back to--you know--
*To the way it was before, when they'd camp out near here and go swimming and plan the next year's adventures. To when James was a prankster and not a Head Boy, a Marauder and not a father. When Sirius was landing girls left and right instead of settling in with Remus like it was the most normal thing in the world. When they were never more than half a dormitory away. When the worst they had to worry about was detention, or getting caught after lights-out or in the Forest, or being hexed by the Slytherins.
When Peter wasn't a traitor.
But he can't put words to any of this, and he's alarmed to find a lump welling in his throat, so he just swallows hard and puts his head into his hands.*
--you know.