*The idea that he may have to someday chose between keeping Regulus safe and keeping Remus safe has not totally escaped him, but it hit Sirius like a physical blow anyway, sending him reeling back toward sitting upright and shaking his head.*
I know. It’s not simple like that but I know.
Blood is shit as a whole thing and I’m--I’m here feeling sorry for myself when it’s you with the--the real reason.
*He mumbles into his own front as if he can avoid being heard by shaking his head.*
Wunner if I’ll hate them all less when they’re dead. It’d be nice to just--fuck the lot of you, spit on the grave, that sort of thing.
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Date: 2011-03-20 11:31 pm (UTC)I know. It’s not simple like that but I know.
Blood is shit as a whole thing and I’m--I’m here feeling sorry for myself when it’s you with the--the real reason.
*He mumbles into his own front as if he can avoid being heard by shaking his head.*
Wunner if I’ll hate them all less when they’re dead. It’d be nice to just--fuck the lot of you, spit on the grave, that sort of thing.